I have been feeling so down lately! I'm not too sure what is going on. Lots of things really. It seems everything is finally catching up with me all at once. I'm finally allowing myself to feel things that I have been pushing down, because I had to be there for my family. Terry is DONE with his Master's degree & teaching credential. After our whole married life of him being in school, and working toward this goal, he is done! He's had time with anxiety problems, depression, health issues, on top of the stress of getting school complete & working in all of that. I have HAD to be the strong one, working, doing the finances, and being the emotional rock for the two of us. I think it's finally catching up with me. We are coming up to some more crossroads this year. We are going to have to move this summer, as my grandparents house will need to be sold now that they are both gone. So, we are going to buy a place. Not the 5 bedroom/3 bathroom house in New Mexico that we've been wanting to do. Most likely a townhome/condo/mobile home that we can actually afford here in Southern California. The reason??? This wonderful economy & job situation all over! He wouldn't be able to find a teaching job in NM now. Thankfully he has a wonderful position, and he's not going anywhere. So we're going to stay with the secure job, and the great thing, close to lots of family.

I just wish I could sleep.